Falling

I like you,

I really really like you

But I can’t say “I LOVE YOU”

Because I don’t know if you’d love me too

I enjoy the times we spend together,

I’m sorry, the times that I imagine we spent together

The memories that never happened

These memories that keep me awake at 4 am smiling in bed

I try to fall asleep

But it’s you I’m seeing instead

Your ever glowing smile and your sweet angelic voice are stuck on repeat in my head

Is this love? And does it ever end?

I try even harder to fall asleep

But it’s you I’m seeing instead

Is it okay to call you the woman of my dreams?

Or are you just mine in my dreams and my fantasies

I want to love you and you alone,

I’d give you love, care, attention, money and that jigsaw puzzle which is my broken heart

I’m going to jump now,

Don’t catch me for I’m already falling for you